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[jay_moose]

Woke up smiling from a dream today. Near laughing. don't you love those? It was a nice dream, if not bittersweet because i once had it in reality.

There were people...just sitting, hanging out.

Christina, Erica, Kaitlin, Caitlin....Umi...as well as some old faces....Cassie, Kaylan, Seb...

It was just...fun. Hanging out, being goofy. No real premise to the dream. And after i was done with my grinning high, i felt a pang in my chest.

If i can't hold onto these people, what makes me think i can make friends in Arizona so easily?
   
        I was sorting through photos with my grandmother, and came upon a batch of pictures from 8th grade, and my group of friends from there.

Granted, we weren't bosom buddies, and half the time i wanted to wring one kid's neck. I don't remember taking the pictures, but i suppose i did.

And i'll be damned if we-I- didn't look happy. Reggie, Doug, Bryan (psycho), Michael, Danny, Linnea, Kerry, Pak Shan, and ladies man Jason (Who i smacked with a text book.)

Thus is life, eh?