Weird dreaming-this is your subconscious speaking..?

Last night i had me a dream (sir. the end of the world could be seen. there ya go, Ekka)

anyway ^^

I dreamt that i was sleeping, and i woke up to see my bus parked in my driveway. I went out to tell Maggie (busdriver) -again- that i didn't have school. i had no tests that day.

Christina was sitting in the front seat (yep, definately a dream) giving me this 'wtf?' look. I got a little nervous, being that me and christina took all the same regents.

Patryk sat behind Christina, looking perfectly content and understanding of me standing on the bus in my socks and sweats (again- that happened in real life).

so they drove off and i went back to 'sleep'.

Shift to reality here.

about a minute after i woke up from that dream, there was a honk outside.

I went downstairs to wave my bus on.

They drove off, and i stood waving to Patryk, who had been waving pretty enthusiastically at me.

then i went back to sleep.

Its kind of weird, you know? Makes me wonder if my dream was giving me a heads up that my bus was outside.

Oh, on a more personal level. I know i was kind of negative yesterday, and wasn't up for talking and was being a real stinker. I had thought i was depressed.

I went into my mom's room with the pups for a reassuring cuddle.

(It was then that i realized the advantages of being short. You could be 17 years old, but as long as you were short, it didn't make a difference whether it was weird to snuggle with mom...cause you don't feel 17. You're short!)

Mom was feeling my face, a sign that she had some doubts about how i was feeling. She said i was white as a ghost and clammy.

I don' wanna gett siiickkkk *pouts*

But...today should be boring. No ekka or anything...i have Dr. P..

("Its not my day!" i whine

"It is now" says mom.

arguing is fruitless)

and i have a list of choresy things to do. prolly to keep me 'occupied'

darmit.