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Jun. 14th, 2006 12:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jay_mooseI suppose being done with school hasn't really hit me yet.
I mean, you go to a place for 4 1/2 years, you kinda get used to it. I think, even as i'm writing this, its just another day. Maybe yesterday was a friday, and i'll be back to school in a few days
Standing with Bridget and reflecting on the 'used to be's' of life...of 2002 was a smack on the head. but i really don't feel affected.
That could be a bad thing. I may not be taking advantage of things, like saying goodbye to those who have made an impact on my life.
Or appreciating the barbie dreamhouse of the school walls.
(Or not)
Maybe i'm just not big on goodbyes. I suppose i'm just a 'goodbye doesn't mean forever' girl. I'll be doing the school's AfterCare program, so i'll be back pretty quick.
I'm not big on change, either. But we knew that.
Had a dream i was in college last night. I was in one of those big lecture halls you'd see in movies or a big campus. Funny. Suffolk doesn't have lecture halls.
Anyway, there are a couple of other people there. people i don't know. The professor is calling out attendance. He's calling names i know from school, even if they are, in truth, juniors or sophomores.
I remember the dream-me being relieved. I wasn't totally alone! there were people i knew!
But the names he called never did show.
Then the lecture room was completely empty.
Maybe i cried in my dream? i don't know, but when i woke up, charlie was licking my face.
Whoaa. Call me Ramblin' Rose.
I mean, you go to a place for 4 1/2 years, you kinda get used to it. I think, even as i'm writing this, its just another day. Maybe yesterday was a friday, and i'll be back to school in a few days
Standing with Bridget and reflecting on the 'used to be's' of life...of 2002 was a smack on the head. but i really don't feel affected.
That could be a bad thing. I may not be taking advantage of things, like saying goodbye to those who have made an impact on my life.
Or appreciating the barbie dreamhouse of the school walls.
(Or not)
Maybe i'm just not big on goodbyes. I suppose i'm just a 'goodbye doesn't mean forever' girl. I'll be doing the school's AfterCare program, so i'll be back pretty quick.
I'm not big on change, either. But we knew that.
Had a dream i was in college last night. I was in one of those big lecture halls you'd see in movies or a big campus. Funny. Suffolk doesn't have lecture halls.
Anyway, there are a couple of other people there. people i don't know. The professor is calling out attendance. He's calling names i know from school, even if they are, in truth, juniors or sophomores.
I remember the dream-me being relieved. I wasn't totally alone! there were people i knew!
But the names he called never did show.
Then the lecture room was completely empty.
Maybe i cried in my dream? i don't know, but when i woke up, charlie was licking my face.
Whoaa. Call me Ramblin' Rose.
